Here is an important Psalm that is concerned
with one’s walk of faith day by day. David
is trusting the Lord to keep him on the right path (v1-5). This confidence in the Lord gives David both
joy in his relationship with God (v6-9) and the absence of fear with respect to
eternity (v9-10). The joy and absence of
fear allow David to continue on (v11-12).
Our daily walk can be filled with doubt when we
hear accusations from others, from our own minds, and from Satan, the accuser of our brethren. We may be unsure of ourselves and the
decisions we make when tempted. We may
confuse the desires of our hearts with lust.
This kind of uncertainty leaves us in a very difficult situation if we
long to walk uprightly before God. What
are we to do?
Here is what David does. He prays, “Vindicate me, O LORD!” He prays this in the context of a life of “integrity”. Integrity
refers to fullness, such as the fullness of harvest or of one’s bank
account. David believes he is right in
his walk; he has no thought that he has strayed. An illustration of this came in the rebellion
of Absalom when he invited 200 men to a banquet where he put his coup in
motion. The 200 men went in the “integrity”
of their hearts, not having any idea of Absalom’s intentions. So David has no thought that he is wrong in
his walk. The twin oft related
perfections of God are at the center of his life: God’s lovingkindness (checed)
is before his eyes; God’s truth (emeth) is the path he walks (v3). He has separated himself from idolaters, hypocrites
and the wicked (v4-5).
So what does it mean when he prays for the Lord
to vindicate him? It means that he wants
to be judged by God and not by anyone else.
God must be the One who examines,
proves and tries him (v2). David is not
arrogant when he says he has integrity.
He is saying he knows of nothing wrong in his actions of motives. But he is trusting the Lord to let him know
when he is in fact wrong. It is interesting
that the Hebrew word for integrity
(tom) has a plural Thummim. This was the mysterious provision (the Urim
and Thummim) made for the priest so that he might discern God’s will. In a way David is saying that to the best of
his knowledge he is in sync with what God thinks.
But that is not the end of the prayer. He wants nothing more than to be truly
walking uprightly. So he prays that God
will let him know of any inconsistency. Consider the terms used in v2:
·
Examine:
This is the term used often of metal that tells the true value of something
such as gold or silver (Ps. 66:10; Zech. 13:9).
Solomon declared that as the fining pot is for silver and the furnace
for gold, so the Lord tries the hearts (Prov. 17:3). Job said, “When He tries me I will come forth
as gold” (Job 23:20). There is an
interesting illustration of this in the story of Joseph and his brothers in
Egypt. Joseph tested the words of his
brothers (Gen. 42:15-16). They claimed
to care about their father and younger brother but for their own good they
needed to be examined, that this was truly the case. So David is asking God to examine him, see if there be any wicked way in him
(Ps. 139:23-24).
·
Prove:
This word is used in parallel with the previous and has to do with determining
the nature of something by smell. We may
open the jar that has been in the refrigerator for a long time and sniff it to
see if it is still edible. Thus God “proved”
Israel at the bitter waters of Marah (Ex. 15:25) and with the manna that turned
sour overnight (Ex. 16:4). This is what
God did with Abraham, testing him in the command to offer up Isaac (Gen.
22:1). God should smell a sweetness from
our sacrifices!
·
Try: This
word is also related to metal but takes the revealing of the dross further to
the purging of the dross. In Judges 7:4
God didn’t just reveal the unpreparedness of most of Gideon’s army; He purged
the army, reducing it from 10,000 to 300 men.
In Psalm 26:2 this purging is applied to the mind (Heb. kidneys, seat
of the emotions and desires) and heart
(Heb. inner part). As Heb. 4:11-13 tells us, the word of God is
the cleansing tool that can reach to the deepest parts of the inner man;
nothing is hidden from God!
What we are seeing and saying is that David
does not just merrily go on his way with no thought as to his lifestyle. He is dependent on God to reveal any impurity
and then to burn it away. So let us be
wise in this. We trust God to remove the
dross from our hearts and thus we are not subject to the accusations of people. But that is not the same as ignoring the
rebukes of people. God in fact uses
these “rebukes” as a mild form of removing the dross. To reject these is to invite God to use a
hotter fire.
In the end David and Paul agree. Hear the words of Paul when accused by
others, from 1 Cor. 4:3-5:
3 But
with me it is a very small thing that I should be judged by you or by a human
court. In fact, I do not even judge
myself. 4 For I know of nothing against
myself; yet I am not justified by this, but He who judges me is the Lord. 5
Therefore judge nothing before the time, until the Lord comes, who will both
bring to light the hidden things of darkness and reveal the counsels of the
hearts. Then each one’s praise will come
from God.
In your daily walk are you open to the
searchlight of God word and His Spirit?
The word pierces into the very dividing of soul and spirit. The Spirit uses that word to reprove us. With this we are able to walk in confidence,
confidence that God is working to lead us in the way everlasting.
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